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For reference, my stack from 14-18 (I was doing a half cooked/half raw animal based diet, I'd say mostly raw all the time unless I went out, also got lots lots of sun because I lived in a desert country)
- 400mg testosterone/week (hpta axis suppression, upped to 500mg+ at 15.5)
- 12ius hgh per night (growth hormone/igf-1 axis suppression)
- 1mg anastrozole eod (estrogen suppression)
- 25mcg cytomel t3 (thyroid suppression)
- 70mg/week tren at 15.5 (more hpta axis suppression)
- BPC-157 (no real suppression, did it for cardioprotection)
I did all this in the name of "ascension" because I was brainwashed by people in online forums who said it would be fine.
I'm now 18 and heavily regretting it. What the fuck do I do to fix all of this suppression. I was doing this almost constantly for four years straight, will I ever be able to have children? Let alone healthy ones?
For those wondering I grew from 5'7 at 14 to 6'4 now at 18 n got hella wide (bone age predicted height was 5'9) but I was suicidal half the time from feeling like genuine slime and almost killed myself because I had such low estrogen and almost became homosexual from the tren. Worst experience of my life do not recommend.
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Holy shit yeah you should eat high meat and a lot of raw fat regularly to reverse the damage as much as possible.
@zygomidus ive been eating tons of high meat n shi and lots of organs and even moldy berries but im wondering if anyones experimented with eating raw pituitary glands
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For reference, my stack from 14-18 (I was doing a half cooked/half raw animal based diet, I'd say mostly raw all the time unless I went out, also got lots lots of sun because I lived in a desert country)
- 400mg testosterone/week (hpta axis suppression, upped to 500mg+ at 15.5)
- 12ius hgh per night (growth hormone/igf-1 axis suppression)
- 1mg anastrozole eod (estrogen suppression)
- 25mcg cytomel t3 (thyroid suppression)
- 70mg/week tren at 15.5 (more hpta axis suppression)
- BPC-157 (no real suppression, did it for cardioprotection)
I did all this in the name of "ascension" because I was brainwashed by people in online forums who said it would be fine.
I'm now 18 and heavily regretting it. What the fuck do I do to fix all of this suppression. I was doing this almost constantly for four years straight, will I ever be able to have children? Let alone healthy ones?
For those wondering I grew from 5'7 at 14 to 6'4 now at 18 n got hella wide (bone age predicted height was 5'9) but I was suicidal half the time from feeling like genuine slime and almost killed myself because I had such low estrogen and almost became homosexual from the tren. Worst experience of my life do not recommend.
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@Vibrance-ᛉ I think you can bounce back if you keep on the path you're on. Stay grounded and under the sun. Testicles may be a great benefit.
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@Swansven will do
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@Swansven will do
@Vibrance-ᛉ Ngl there is still a little urge in me to blast to look like an ogre, and deal with the consequences later, but I would say you should try to gain weight. Aajonus said detoxing was easier if you gained weight and then lost it over periods of 3 months - 3 years.
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@Vibrance-ᛉ Ngl there is still a little urge in me to blast to look like an ogre, and deal with the consequences later, but I would say you should try to gain weight. Aajonus said detoxing was easier if you gained weight and then lost it over periods of 3 months - 3 years.
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@LactoseTolerant Why would you want to blast roids, you are gonna end up sick and depressed.
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@Vibrance-ᛉ Ngl there is still a little urge in me to blast to look like an ogre, and deal with the consequences later, but I would say you should try to gain weight. Aajonus said detoxing was easier if you gained weight and then lost it over periods of 3 months - 3 years.
@LactoseTolerant bro the tren made almost made me gay until i hopped off and the hormone crashes made me wanna die its genuinely not something you wanna do
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@zygomidus ill just gain a bunch of fat, what bf% do you recommend I get to?
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@LactoseTolerant bro the tren made almost made me gay until i hopped off and the hormone crashes made me wanna die its genuinely not something you wanna do
@Vibrance-ᛉ yeah I know, I guess I just feel a little drawn to it since I get obsessed over fast results sometimes.
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For reference, my stack from 14-18 (I was doing a half cooked/half raw animal based diet, I'd say mostly raw all the time unless I went out, also got lots lots of sun because I lived in a desert country)
- 400mg testosterone/week (hpta axis suppression, upped to 500mg+ at 15.5)
- 12ius hgh per night (growth hormone/igf-1 axis suppression)
- 1mg anastrozole eod (estrogen suppression)
- 25mcg cytomel t3 (thyroid suppression)
- 70mg/week tren at 15.5 (more hpta axis suppression)
- BPC-157 (no real suppression, did it for cardioprotection)
I did all this in the name of "ascension" because I was brainwashed by people in online forums who said it would be fine.
I'm now 18 and heavily regretting it. What the fuck do I do to fix all of this suppression. I was doing this almost constantly for four years straight, will I ever be able to have children? Let alone healthy ones?
For those wondering I grew from 5'7 at 14 to 6'4 now at 18 n got hella wide (bone age predicted height was 5'9) but I was suicidal half the time from feeling like genuine slime and almost killed myself because I had such low estrogen and almost became homosexual from the tren. Worst experience of my life do not recommend.
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5”7 to 6”4 ??? Bruh I wanna do this now. Help I’m 5”11 at 16
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5”7 to 6”4 ??? Bruh I wanna do this now. Help I’m 5”11 at 16
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@foidkiller1488 At 16 you’re still going to grow for a while.
@ru said in Fucked my natural endocrine system with steroids in puberty what do I do I need help:
@foidkiller1488 At 16 you’re still going to grow for a while.
I hope so
